So,
it is the anniversary of my blog and that got me thinking about all the posts I
have done so far. You know, it is funny, when I think about how I used to be
scared to share my thoughts. Then I realized that God had given me a gift for
writing. He gives us all gifts; and if we do not use them we can lose them.
Honestly, when I was younger, I was not really a fan of writing down my
feelings or my thoughts. But, as I grew up, the words just started to pour out
of me and I wondered why. That’s when I discovered the gift.
I
began to use my gift. I wrote a few books but I never showed them to anyone, at
least, not until they were done. See, when I wrote it felt like a part of me
was being poured out onto the page. I was sharing some of my experiences,
problems, and emotions in my books. I did not want anyone to know the real me.
Then I had an experience at Camp Yolijwa where I realized that it is okay to
show others the real me. So I began to share my books with a few friends; and I
opened up more to them. It was a great feeling but, after going to Lancaster
Bible College, I realized it was not enough.
I
began to have these thoughts and ideas come into my mind. I started forming my
own worldview. I realized that there are a lot of lost people out there who
need to hear the word. And I began to think to myself “how can I spread the
word more?” So I started a blog because I realized that there may be people
out there who need or want to hear what I have to say.
I
once had a very good friend of mine tell me something I have never forgot. She
was giving me advice on life and it finally opened up my eyes to a solution. I
thanked her from the bottom of my heart and she said “whatever you heard that
helped you did not come from me, it came from God." I did not really understand
how she could say that, until now. I look back at my posts and I’m astounded at
what I have said. Sometimes I have no idea where certain things I talked about
came from. And then I realize that it did not come from me; it came from
someone greater than me.
So,
what talents/gifts do you have? How are you using them?
Romans 12:6
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